Open letter for me, from me

Knowing that God doesn't make mistakes in my life, I was born into a city that taught me to be passionate & loyal no matter how bad things looked. I moved to a state where I improved mentally, but was able to see and feel 1st hand how the real world can be. To come back home on a prayer that my mother wouldn't leave me like my father did, and now I'm looking success in the face while planning to relocate. I've watched family members mature into great people, athletes, artists, and business owners. I seen 1st hand the cavs stop a 52 year drought, and I've made lasting connections that will always and forever mean something to me. I plan to spend the rest of this year building on my life's work to this point, and taking every opportunity presented. I love seeing people I grew up with, or made a connection with do great things, and I've spent my whole life making sure I helped my friends, family, and females for which I was in lust, and making sure they was good. It's really time for me to focus on me, and bring us up to a level that we only dreamed of as kids. Some will call me selfish, and some will say I changed, but my goals are very clear and if I don't start running forward towards my future, we'll always be stuck standing in the back with our past. "When you want to succeed as bad as you want to breath".